Our Parents' Sins
Mother thought she was doing us a favour by hiding the scars and black bruises with elongated sleeves and sunglasses but we never looked at her skin, we looked at and searched her eyes. We felt her pain in the lashes she delivered whenever we would slightly shift from the perfection she expected, which she never achieved herself. Powerless to father, we became her portal for anger transference, all the while absorbing trauma that would take us a lifetime to unravel and dismantle. Father's food had to be served first and hot, just like his temper, for he was the king of a broken home, with stained fragments of dysfunction splattered all the across the fragile wooden walls. Some days it felt like the house would crumble. They felt they were raising us right but instead we were tainted by the blood of their unhealing, heavily pouring and seething into the obscured slivers of our minds, opaquely teaching us that abuse is love and wiring into our being that unless pain is felt, then lo...