In the Beginning

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 In the beginning, I was told that this part of life's journey would be fruitful. What I was not told in the beginning is that some fruits are more difficult to harvest than others and that actually acquiring those fruits requires us to fall over and over from the ladder called "Reach".

In the beginning I was told that I had to be good and I was told that by being good I would attract good. What I was not told in the beginning is that even while we are good, our expectations of wanting others to be just as good often leads to massive disappointment and that if we truly wanted to be good, we should just be good and expect nothing in return.

In the beginning I just want to reach the end. And then when I reach the end, I'll find a new beginning. Cheers to life, the beginning of the end, or rather the end of the beginning?

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  1. SandyFebruary 20, 2021 at 6:36 AM

    I love this

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  2. Vern-LFebruary 21, 2021 at 1:07 PM

    Boy, oh boy! So many things they don't tell us about the wiles of the beginning....damn.

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  3. Godwin 'PNutz' ProspereMay 2, 2023 at 7:08 PM

    I decided to start at the 'beginning' because I don't want to miss a thing.

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    1. Shancia LionelMay 5, 2023 at 10:28 AM

      I truly appreciate you doing so. I hope there's something to take away from one of these stories.

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