The Weekend Broke Up with Me

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You used to love me so delicately. I shriveled at the way you always took your time with me. Prolonged, unyielding hugs were your signature love language. Oh, how I enjoyed you caressing me! There was so much I could accomplish with the time you used to give me but these days, I cannot even breathe, one blink and you retreat. 

These days, however, I look for you, in the face of my clock, in the rising and setting of the sun, but I just cannot seem to unearth you. You keep doing me wrong, twisting my soul in agony because you do not love me anymore. What kind of games are you playing? Why do you insist on running this daunting race? Love me again like before, take your time with me.... please, I beg.

I once relied on you for pleasure, to help me evade the knots that entangled in my mind from a disastrous week, a week that poked into the fragility of my mental faculties and left me sapping. What happened to us? My lover, my friend, my chill pill, where are you hiding? You and I were entwined, three evenings and two sunrises, when we made love with passion and delight. Damn you weekend, to infinity and beyond.............. hilarious, yes you laugh, is it not, that I should mention "infinity," for that is how long I wish you would last.

With you now dissipating like the wind, I have no choice but to embrace that menacing Monday, that slithering snake of sluggish prison sentencing. I never knew love could burn so quickly, you come like a thrill but slap me with despair when you depart. I thought we would last forever. 

Ponderous sighs are now my friends as I sit and face this mocking clock........ because the weekend broke up me!


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